I haven't been on here in like, forever.
Sorry or whatever.
But I probably won't ever be back.
So hence, here comes a life based rant.'
Fucking hell cx
Life sucks. I hate to say that, but it does. You spend your first decade of life thinking that everything will be perfect and nothing can hurt you and everything will be served to you on a silver platter. Then the curtain is lifted and everyone's like "SIKE BITCH LIFE FUCKING SUCKS NOODLES"
If you've ever played BioShock 2, at one point closer to the end, you play briefly as a little sister, crawling around the halls of the shit show that is Rapture. Everything is beautiful to the little sister. But in reality, mad men walk around trying to kill her.
In case you didn't know, i'm a bitch. I'm mean, rude, have anger issues, depression, and go off over the littlest of things. Does that make me a bad person? No. Am I a bad person? Yeah.
I cut myself, once.
And i haven't done it since.
I'm not going to tell you not to. But i'm going to advise you not to. Highly not recommended -2/2000
But some people feel they have to. And don't yell at them for that.
That's how they cope, that's what they do.
As being a person who has hurt many people's feelings and made a person or two cry, just don't be a fucking bully.
That's all i want from everyone in the world.
Also, don't just assume things.
Yeah, that girl has two loving parents, great friends, food, home, water, everything she could ask for. But that doesn't mean she isn't allowed to feel empty inside and hate herself. She has a brilliant, beautiful sister, 2 sweet, funny brothers. 2 dogs, a cat, another kitten on the way. It sounds like a wonderful life. Good grades, clean room (every once in a while.) But that doesn't mean should can't feel like she wants to cry, fall asleep, and never wake up again.
The world can be a cruel, twisted place.
And that really fucking sucks.
But, it's life.
You have to go on.
Even if you don't want to.
And with that, I bid you a cherry-bye.